When you fight all your life, to achieve one goal and to realize one dream, what would you do
if all of your efforts fail ?
By now, this struggle defines me and makes me who I am.
If I let go, then I am not going to be the same. I am not comfortable being any thing other than what I am now, despite the fact that it's not easy being me.
I have to keep on doing what I've been doing all my life, trying !
I have to keep trying, because ... well,
because the thought of letting go is unbearable.