یکشنبه، مهر ۲۳، ۱۳۸۵

Because the thought of letting go is unbearable.

When you fight all your life, to achieve one goal and to realize one dream, what would you do
if all of your efforts fail ?

By now, this struggle defines me and makes me who I am.

If I let go, then I am not going to be the same. I am not comfortable being any thing other than what I am now, despite the fact that it's not easy being me.

I have to keep on doing what I've been doing all my life, trying !
I have to keep trying, because ... well,

because the thought of letting go is unbearable.

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me گفت...

"Never give up no matter what, you are almost there", that is what am telling to myself day and night.Thank you for reminding me of the unbearable thought of letting go.
I don't know if you have read "the unbearable lightness of being" by Milan Kundera. Sometimes I think I am just a drop in the ocean of entity, so everything is not all about me, my technique to accept a failure by making it impersonal.
I take the full responsibility for my failure; but I think of a higher, more powerful wisdom.

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